all is well that ends well

Lot's has happened. My family returned to relative harmony, sick brother feels better, little brother back to his sweet self for the most part. A bit of turmoil hit which I suppose put things into more perspective (like we needed more perspective with the asian tragedy). My grandfather died somewhat unexpectedly. He was 75. We took the 4 hour drive to go to the funeral. I only seem to go there when there are funerals. It has been a hard couple of days and perhaps at a later date I will go into details. These are the kinds of moments that bring everything on a collision course - the moment where everything changes in different ways for everyone. I just don't have it in me right now. I happen to be sitting at home alone on New Years Eve. Isn't that what I had hoped to do? Funny how things work out.